Friday, December 31, 2010

Blinded by Love

It was all I could ask for.It was a dream come true for me.Never before had I felt the need to Own. But there I was, knowing that nothing else would ever be more perfect for me. We fit like a lock and key. I felt comfortable; I felt beautiful; I felt confident. It felt like it was meant to be.

Life, as I knew it, had come to an end. I was most definitely in Love, Yes.

I had wanted to possess. But Fate had a different plan for us. And, as is typical of all the eternal love stories, we parted. As I turned around to capture a last glimpse of my Love, tears blinding my eyes, I realized, I was grateful for being in love. Though I would forever compare what I could not have to what I might get, it felt good to know that I was better off than those ignorants who could not even relish their state of being in love. Oh yes, it felt wonderful.

The story continues....time has passed....
yet, till date I have not been able to buy a pair of black stilettos! No other shoes on this earth, however expensive or classy-looking, seem to be worthy of comparison. My thoughts rivet back to those that I gave my heart away to. I await the day I can go back to that Reebok showroom and grab that pair I fell in love with...

I hope it has not become someone else's.


Thursday, December 30, 2010

Good Bye

Unless blood pours no one sees you are hurt.
A gash, a wound. A scream.

Chilled air. Hot breath.
Pull the trigger.
Hit.Miss.Hit.Miss.Miss.Miss.Miss.

And then - I stop.
Time to let things be.
No time for Good byes.